You called yesterday to basically say That you care for me But that you're just not in love Immediately, I pretended To be feeling similarly And led you to believe I was OK To just walk away from the one thing That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well, I guess I'm trying to be Non-chalant about it And I'm going to extremes To prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile Gradually, I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that that I'm suffering So, I wear my disguise 'Til I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry
So, what do you do When somebody you're devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you And it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection Is putting you through Do you cling to your pride And sing 'I Will Survive' Do you lash out and say 'How dare you leave this way' Do you hold on in vain As they just slip away
Well, I guess I'm trying to be Non-chalant about it And I'm going to extremes To prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile Gradually, I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that that I'm suffering So, I wear my disguise 'Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry
Well, I guess I'm trying to be Non-chalant about it And I'm going to extremes To prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile Gradually, I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that that I'm suffering So, I wear my disguise 'Til I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry
Well, I guess I'm trying to be Non-chalant about it And I'm going to extremes To prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile Gradually, I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that that I'm suffering So, I wear my disguise 'Til I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry
Well, I guess I'm trying to be Non-chalant about it And I'm going to extremes To prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile Gradually, I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that that I'm suffering So, I wear my disguise 'Til I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry