By Myself 自我伤害 what do i do to ignore them behind me do i follow my instincts blindly do i hide my pride from these bad dreams and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening do i sit here and try to stand it or do i try to catch them red-handed do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness or do i trust nobody and live in loneliness
because i can't hold on when i'm stretched so thin i make the right moves but i'm lost within i put on my daily facade but then i just end up getting hurt again
by myself (myself) i ask why (but in my mind i find) i can't rely on myself (myself) i ask why (but in my mind i find) i can't rely on myself (myself)
i can't hold on (to what i want when i'm streched so thin) it's all too much to take in i can't hold on (to anything, watching everything spin) with thoughts of failure sinking in
if i turn my back i'm defenseless and to go blindly seems senseless if i hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll take from me til everything is gone if i let them go i'll be outdone but if i try to catch them, i'll be outrun if i'm killed by the questions like a cancer then i'll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself (myself) i ask why (but in my mind i find) i can't rely on myself (myself) i ask why (but in my mind i find) i can't rely on myself
i can't hold on (to what i want when i'm streched so thin) it's all too much to take in i can't hold on (to anything, watching everything spin) with thoughts of failure sinking in
how do you think i've lost so much i'm so afraid, i'm out of touch how do you expect i will know what to do when all i know is what you tell me to
don't you know i can't tell you how to make it go no matter what i do, how hard i try i can't seem to convince myself why i'm stuck on the outside
don't you know i can't tell you how to make it go no matter what i do, how hard i try i can't seem to convince myself why i'm stuck on the outside
i can't hold on (to what i want when i'm streched so thin) it's all too much to take in i can't hold on (to anything, watching everything spin) with thoughts of failure sinking in
i can't hold on (to what i want when i'm streched so thin) it's all too much to take in i can't hold on (to anything, watching everything spin) with thoughts of failure sinking in