Breakdown You call yesterday to basically say That you care for me but you're just not in love Imediately I pretended to beel similarly And led you to believe I was OK to just walk away from the thing That's unyielding and scared to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without it But in reality I'm slowly loosing my mind Underneath the smile gradually I'm dying Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride and sing 'I will survive' Do you lash out and say: 'How dare you leave this way'
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And trun down all the lights and then break down and cry
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And trun down all the lights and then break down and cry