The blessings never late so imma give it a raise, my daddy told me happiness is something that you create but I ain't feeling so creative lately, I just wanna stay home and make beats or sleep for 8 weeks either way, now my whole life feeling cooler, now I know that passports get thick when it's fuller, and this life thing don't really come with a ruler man so I'm not trippin that I still don't have my own jeweler (yet)
in other words I don't like to compare, I just turned 20 and my goal's to feel 28 without the back pain, stress, and the problems in bed just the achievements, wisdom and the couple of friends, until then I'll be like movies with no plot yeah the bad ones, I skip the drama and get right to the action F**k looking for enemies I got more friends than Brockhampton they give me honest opinions I don't deal with the gassin man..
Feelin like I ain't s**t sometimes, I expect too much sometimes, tell myself gotta move on with life, cuz even Drake gets booed sometimes ay
I'm done livin' in disguise, not everybody's perfect every time, boutta make sure 2020 lookin real life can't depend on nobody else to get myself right and
I don't know if what I'm doing's right, It feels good so guess it's fine, you don't like it we can fight, if you can't tell I'm done with tellin lies, done with tears up in my eyes, I ain't fakin no more smiles (there you go!)
It ain't a walk in the park I prefer to run! (3x) I don't care that I fell imma make this jump (3x) even if I don't I became too numb (3x) even if I fall at least I'm havin fun
Used to never go to the parties... used to never wanna drink the Bacardis... wouldn't do it if my parents allowed it...
also cuz I used to hate when it's crowded (things change) she told me that she ran out of condoms... told her that I'd never do it without it... I don't wanna get too detailed about it... but we all broke a rule for somebody, like once, twice, three, times, things don't change when you try to be wise, people still trash when you try to be nice, so don't expect me to fake anymore smiles for you, I got real smiles to save, if I'm debuting my acting then I better get paid man cuz this face ain't free, the lies ain't free, matter of fact I need to get paid just to be me but..
Feelin like I ain't s**t sometimes, I expect too much sometimes, Feelin like I'm good with mine this life ain't feel so right
I'm done livin' in disguise, not everybody's perfect every time, boutta make sure 2020 lookin real life can't depend on nobody else to get myself right
and I don't know if what I'm doing's right, It feels good so guess it's fine, you don't like it we can fight, if you can't tell I'm done with tellin lies, done with tears up in my eyes, I ain't fakin no more smiles (there you go!)
It ain't a walk in the park I prefer to run! (3x) I don't care that I fell imma make this jump (3x) even if I don't I became to numb (3x) even if I fall at least I'm havin fun
I don't know if what I'm doing's right, It feels good so guess it's fine, you don't like it we can fight, if you can't tell I'm done with tellin lies, done with tears up in my eyes, I ain't fakin no more smiles