I hear my friends say 'Thought you were done with him？' Oh here comes the cliche 'Thought you were never gonna see him again？'
I remember what I said Oh yes, I remember what I said
I hear my friends go 'When are you gonna start loving someone？' Oh now I just don't know I don't know how to control my feelings
I'm done All I know is that I'm not ready for it Not ready for it
It's ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back
It's ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black
I hear myself go 'Will I ever see things the same way？' Oh I just don't know I don't know how to cover up these feelings
I'm done All I know is that I'm not ready for it
I'm done All I know is that I'm not ready for it Not ready for it
It's ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back
It's ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black
It's ironic
I honestly didn't expect you to become the person I look down on the most. You know what？ I didn't think I would either. You sure did change a lot huh？ I know, I know neither of us ever wanted this. If you don't change the way you are now, I think you'll be stuck there forever. Well what can I do？ I've already messed up enough to realize how much of a mess I've become. Why don't you ask yourself, what you REALLY want in life？ What I... really want...is... I can't save you, I'm just a 6 year old you. You're the one who's living the present.
It's ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging onto something I know won't come back
It's ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me now cold and black