July 15th the weather is so good the sun is burning I feel like I'm flying I make some mistakes I screw things up like everyone does it's no big deal All things seems okay thought it's how things work but it's confusing is it really okay I'm just lil different just bit special I'm not a freak nothing wrong with me why do you try to keep hurting me September 19th the weather is still good leaves are falling
feel like I'm drowning It's not like the old days I cannot fly that high I'm sick of being chased for the whole summer I'm stuck in a corner need some place to hide but I'm keep falling down into black hole I'm totally different not a bit special at all maybe I'm a freak something wrong with me how did I turn into a monster someday I will fly in the snow someday I wanna fly to the moonlight someday I will fly in the snow